do you ever just want to ask that question...why??? I do! do I get answers? no. sometimes it is really very sad, don't know if it is just my perspective but it seems the older I get, I don't have the answers. but I still ask. even if its just in my mind...and nobody knows that I am wondering why. I question. I wonder. I reason. I ponder. I contemplate. I cry. I shake my head in disbelief. I try to figure out. try real hard to make sense. try to have the pieces fit together. sometimes answers come thru this evaluation process. sometimes you just have to leave it with God. will God tell me someday when I can sit in front of him the answers to my whys? I sure hope so. it is what helps me deal with the unanswered whys of today.
God knows why.
I'm with you Misty. You are definitely not alone in asking why? I do this myself, quite often, and as you said, most of the time you don't get an answer. I remember someone telling me something, a long time ago, that when she questioned why things happened, she would think back over her life to all the times she questioned why this, why that, why now. She said that many times in looking back she got her answers. Don't know if this will help, but it does sometimes help me. I think sometimes it takes years before why is answered, I think sometimes we forget that it was answered, until we look back, and realize where we are now. Keep on Misty, hang in there, and remember you are not alone.
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing Melissa...though I know I am not alone, sometimes its amazying how "alone" you feel when you deal with things. You are right, sometimes when we let time go by we can look back and see answers to some of the whys. I don't want to overanalyze, but I definately want to ponder my path and let God lead me thru the whys.
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