Monday, October 8, 2012

the storm is worse before the calm...

The storm always gets worse before the calm, right? 

Today is my 3rd day no medication. No sustaining food...liquid diet all day.  Nothing like making me wish for The Big Day to get here more than I already am!

I am drained...both emotionally and physically.  I have been working feverishly for my big day tomorrow.  I am exhausted.  Lack of sleep and lack of food to give me energy is all taking its toll on me.  I might be stressed and feel horrible, but I might as well look at it like I am gonna jump start the weight loss! :)  

I have done well at my todolist.  Though I don't think it will be 100% completed, all the important things have been accomplished.  I am grateful for this, this will help me to rest and take two weeks off as I have promised my doctor.