an update on posts

If you are a avid follower of my blog, you know that I openly share what is going on in my life.  I do this because I want to be a complete opposite of the childhood I had and the details that were averted in conversations, the things that were hidden from people, the relationships that didn't know the truth, the hypocrisy that was lived out, everything that was false.  I want to encourage others through the things I face and how real God is in my life.  I want to be open, 150% open!  I have nothing to hide and therefore I many times blog about things that others wouldn't.  Due to some events that I blogged about that took place this past Saturday that have emotionally torn me apart along with advice I received, I have removed this post.  Please understand that it is simply for safety reasons.  If you don't subscribe to my blog you will no longer see the information I shared.  If you do, the post would have been sent to you in an email this morning.  I love each of you very much and want to be apart of your lives just as much as you want to be apart of mine however your prayers are needed desperately right now!  I know God is going to use this actively in my journey but right now it has my world turned upside down.  I request you to be understanding with me as I work through this.  I need you fervent prayers for peace and to deal with the turmoil in my heart and mind.