do you ever just want to ask that question...why??? I do! do I get answers? no. sometimes it is really very sad, don't know if it is just my perspective but it seems the older I get, I don't have the answers. but I still ask. even if its just in my mind...and nobody knows that I am wondering why. I question. I wonder. I reason. I ponder. I contemplate. I cry. I shake my head in disbelief. I try to figure out. try real hard to make sense. try to have the pieces fit together. sometimes answers come thru this evaluation process. sometimes you just have to leave it with God. will God tell me someday when I can sit in front of him the answers to my whys? I sure hope so. it is what helps me deal with the unanswered whys of today.
God knows why.